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| I haven't posted in this shit in a while. Like 3 years or something. I have no idea what to write...
I'm a changed man. A complete metalhead and grindcore kid, and... I still love her even though I won't admit it.. o.o;;;; Guess i'm still emo too. -_-
~Brett
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| I just had to post these lyrics up again. I really like them. Hopefully Fist Wrapped In Blood will add these lyrics to one of our songs. xD
Torn from the wound of a sorrow-filled hate
I lost everything I needed from the love of the father,
And the son
And the ghost of the past things that I have done
I won the last battle of the steed, gaining the lust
That would never heal, sinning for penetration
Verse
Through eyes of a darkness never seen
I saw you staring back, with the sorrow that burned
The soul, my soul
With your hazel orbs of sulfur gazing
Like the sun that scorches the blood in my heart
Silence was all that was left, you forgot my name until my coming again
I left with the pain
I left with the sin that vexed me
Chorus
Forbidden, ashamed of what I hold for you
Killing me are the words that smashed me through your door
Bleeding me are the wishes that I've made with the blade,
Heart over this flesh; Baby, free me
(It saved me when this started)
Verse
But after all the pain
After all that sorrow (coming back to you)
You let me think that I was good for something other than a turn
Of someone else to come and use me up again
This well's burned dry, my darkened sky
But you stare with those eyes once again, convince me to dull
the razor of lies that I've sliced so many times, cutting into the divine
But you cut into me, bleeding out all the rage inside
You close my eyes with fingers of aspen, block the darkness from me
Chorus
Forbidden, ashamed of what I hold for you
Killing me are the words that smashed me through your door
Bleeding me are the wishes that I've made with the blade,
Heart over this flesh; Baby, free me
(It saved me when this started)
Vamp
The killing of light in a world so cold
The rage of a monstrosity ridding itself, killing itself
The ways (the ways)
Of death (of death)
Behind (behind)
Me now (me now)
I prayed (I prayed)
You'd stay (you'd stay)
I've saved my vows
Vamp 2
The way you kiss me gives me no words to explain
Those fire-red lips convey everything you've portrayed
With your love (your love)
Your trust (your trust)
In everything, you are my everything
Stay
Here with me now to be all that I want and need
Oh
Chorus
Forbidden, ashamed of what I hold for you
Killing me are the words that smashed me through your door
Bleeding me are the wishes that I've made with the blade,
Heart over this flesh; Baby, free me
(It saved me when this started)
Verse 3
In the wake of a new day, I am forbidden from your face for
The first time
Giving myself fear inside was the worst thing I ever did
I'd kill to have you again
I'd kill to love you..
Vamp 4
Vi, the mighty amongst the weak has fallen to his feet to see her again
(Her again)
To touch her face once more, to kiss her divine lips of sugar and honey...
To love her as he did, to tell her...
Gala, the lover of all lovers
The love that made him whole
Now sleeps in sheets that are not tainted from the love they made...
Vamp 5
But now they come to be as one, inseparably the
Lovers that bond their love to never go astray...
Vamp 6
Secret meetings (Their breath is falling)
Devilish teaching (Death is calling)
Killing all their society had known
Death and treason (Forbid them)
For good reason (Kill them)
But they were overthrown
They couldn't say that they were anything more than words
And emotions
That carried them to the end (end)
I'd hoped that we would live
Vamp 7
To you, my love
I see your face, I can't erase what has always been there
What I've seen through the eyes of my Queen
Let us die tonight so that we may be eternal,
Kiss me now with lips of poison violet rings, forget everything and..
Stay with me
Die with me, tonight with me
I won't be back to wait for them to accept what is real
Our love
Our everything is washed away in the bloody hands of the king
Death for me, death for me
Kiss me with the lips on the cup from which you drink, poison dreams
I won't last here, so pray with me, come with me...
Vamp 8
Oh, father, the maker of my heart
You let it beat so quickly in spite of its darkness
You make it to love, and love only one, my Gala... my Gala
But times are not favorable to us, our love is now known
And they are coming for me
I've asked for a place to hide, whatever you may bring
But now it has come to this, one last kiss of death
Please, forgive us for we know not what we do
My Gala, I will spend the rest of my death with you
Amen.
Vamp 9
Kill the traitor! Kill the traitor!
Never can they understand the severity which they have caused
The immorality of loving him, she has wronged us in the grey
In the grey
But he is the cause; For so long he has coaxed her under his wing
She's forgotten everything; Kill him, Kill
Him!
Outro
With the lips, still fire-red with passion, she drank
From the cup of the mercenary death
Speaking words of vague-sounding meaning, she lays upon him
Gently caressing, confessing her fear, but he draws her near
Kissing her softly
She finally understands... death in eternity is better than this land!
Kissing him, kissing him (kissing him, kissing him)
Kissing his lips with hers, transfusing the poison into his blood
Killing him slowly (slowly)
And it came to be, that they were no more
Bodies, but the love had ascended (descended)
To the grave
Vi'Gala
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I just love it when she calls me that, whenever she does... oh.. Vi.. Villarre.... good name. xD
-Brett
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| Depression 109 :: Neo Necro
In all things, I have come to realize that my life, as a whole, means entirely nothing to both my mind and conscience. I am so utterly bewildered with topics pertaining to my life, and death; And emotion and... hatred. Yes, my hatred is something entirely set apart from emotion... my hatred for myself. I wish there were some way to explain or express exactly how I feel.. Depressed, would you say? It's such a general term with me now that it's used loosely. This hole has encamped me, killed me for years on end; And I escape, yet fall into the pit again; And again, and again. But all that I may ask myself now is: What is my depression comprised of now? Now, it is a mixture of love and sadness, and anger... and a rage that begats even the mightiest of soldiers... Oh, my lover, she gives me so much happiness.. joy, even... She gives me the will to live, and to love... Oh, when her kiss embraces me, its is a kiss of gold! No, of... of love, a much stronger element. It is a kiss, for me, of both love and lust; For, when we kiss... it is something that strays my mind from other things, and focuses it completely on her.. Even for that brief second, or half of one, I... I bring my eight heavens down onto this earth and indulge in their pleasures of wine, and of gluttony, and of lust. In that brief moment, I spend an eternity with her.. and then it's over. She's gone and my heart is left aching for her again and again. No, not for her kiss, but for her... her love, her beauty.. her compassion and passion.. I ache for her until I see her again, and the cycle continues... Without her I am made nothing... a cold, black, sharp heart that would stab anyone near it.. I am a pretentious promeneur who attempts to hide his frustration, his suffering, joking about what is actualy happening with him... I am but a lost soldier in a desert storm, never to find hope for survival; But, when I'm with her, I hold her within my arms, I kiss her... I love her... How can there be so much darkness and so much light simultaneously? It's a polluted air within which I cannot breathe.... I wish there were something I could do to be whole... But she makes me whole.. Being without her is a pain similar to burning alive, cutting your own limbs off... decapitating yourself... but being with her is a joy I've never felt... I've felt the pain of being not loved, and now I feel the pain of being without her love... The era of Villarre is surely at hand.
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Haven't written since, like, February 2006. So I suck now. xDD I'll work on it later.
I'm self-publishing volume 1 in the summer when I have a job, but I'm only giving out a few. Volume 2 will follow, and if I finish volume 3, then that will follow. bleh. Maybe I should stop the D.C.? I have a whole year to backtrack. xD
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| Ignite the funeral pyre and
Let's close the casket *lid* on everything.
On this institution and on every memory,
Burn it all in effigy, watch it burn.
Fell into the depths of a broken heart again.
I'll die alone...I get lost in your eyes
and I can't help but feel like
I'll never find love there again.
Dressed in white you mourned nothing
As you led the precession on with a smile.
There was no eulogy given for no kind words
Could be conjured up this time.
not a single word or praise could escape
From your lips on that day.
There was no more need to conjure up things
That made things seem alright.
Fell into the depths of a broken heart again.
I'll die alone...I get lost in your eyes
and I can't help but feel like
I'll never find love there again.
As you walk on, ash falls like snow.
will you express regret?
Or let a smile show?
Please just walk on.
Don't respond, I already know.
Fell into the depths of a broken heart again.
I'll die alone...I get lost in your eyes
and I can't help but feel like
I'll never find love there again.
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| <b>Vermillion</b> - Slipknot
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever
Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)
She is everytihng and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dalia, you're bathed in posession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perversed when I see her to worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never, she's coming home
Forever
Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)
Hard to say what caught my attention
Vixen crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my name, to self ablige
She is something in me, the darkness finds
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
<b>Vermillion Pt. 2</b>
She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaped through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
And I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
(x 3)
I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't......no
I don't want to be this
But I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me......won't let this build up inside of me)
(she)
She isn't real
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real
(won't let this build up inside of me)
She isn't real
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real
(won't let this build up inside of me)
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